Site is members only until bots are controlled.

[steveo]

Registration of new accounts and guest viewing and posting has been disabled due to high data and process usage on a shared hosting system. (it was as 999 guest users before this)

I'll try to work on this, I'm not sure it's a properly curable problem.

I'm aware this goes against the the philosophy of 11-11.tv of being open and free speech but we have been left with little options for what we have in resources at the moment.

We have a high amount of bots data mining and trying to register accounts, with the site being so old it has probably been put on lists of spam and data mining software lists and for AI data collection. This has caused high traffic from said bots which is causing our account to be suspended from a shared hosting account.

If anyone has a better hosting service or a solution that can help let me know!

I'll keep working on a solution to get us back to normal soon.

If any new users want to be registered, let me know here and me or Michael will add you.

Anyone trouble logging in that doesn't have me on FB leave a message here.

-Steve'o

[Jordan'sMatt]

And I'm the human bot being kept out for being the sole legitimate challenge to the establishment.

Michael babies can't grow up and respect their political opponents.

You're literally trying to create a cult between reason and faith rather than embracing the culture of reason AND faith.

[michael1111]

omg you're so dramatic. NONE of this has anything to do with you. Stop being a narcissist. Create an account or post here in the meantime. you are creating drama in your own mind that doesn't exist.

[Jordan'sMatt]

So let me get this straight...

I'm a baby, I'm a narcissist, I'm a drama queen, and I'm delusional, just because I state 3 sentences to defend myself and the greater good?

I'll let the people decide what's going on here by providing them with 3 facts of the situation...

1. I've been called a bot more than anyone else on the forum.
2. The patten went down as, you got the last word, then you suspended me, then you got the last word, and then you suspended me. Then I made a point which you didn't have a word for, and now this magically happened right after.
3. Here are two images from my perspective which show that I don't have the option to make an account. And why would that be? Oh yeah, my I.P.s are banned, maybe that's why I was posting as a guest for all these years in the first place...

https://ibb.co/9kb2hXWf

https://ibb.co/RkjbjJ9F

I must be really important for you to continue to acknowledge a narcissistic, delusional, baby-ass drama queen.

So important that you're really just making both of us look more important together so that you can continue to achieve that final spotlight of power/control while surrounding me with as many of the kind of demeaning labels single me out with the impression of being the ultimate social disease.

[michael1111]

buddy the only person to call you a bot was me and it was speculating that all that nonsense you post was the work of a bot of some sort. like maybe there is matt and then bot matt.

feel free to post here in the meantime. nobody is stopping you. is anyone but me even reading you? i'm basically the only person here who talks to you.

[3lev3n]

buddy the only person to call you a bot was me and it was speculating that all that nonsense you post was the work of a bot of some sort. like maybe there is matt and then bot matt.

feel free to post here in the meantime. nobody is stopping you. is anyone but me even reading you? i'm basically the only person here who talks to you.

He kind of reminds me of the dog upstairs.

This dog is super aggro. Never ever shuts up. Barks at everything that moves. If anyone so much as looks in his direction, tries to talk to him, even say nice things- he flings into defense. Total attack mode. But when he's up there and no one is home- big baby. You can hear him cry all the way down the block. It's too bad, cuz if he wasn't such an asshole he'd probably be a cool dog to take for walks. He's such a dick that even though we've been here pretty much every day for over a year, we can't go in his sights without being lunged at. So buddy's brother in law has to drive half an hour each way twice a day to feed him and let him out if they go away for a weekend, instead of us, the people in the basement, just going up to let him out. He'd rip our bloody faces off.

No one will come around anymore. It's *his* house and no one is welcome. He's a lonely boy but it's his own fault. He doesn't understand. If he could chill out and get over himself, someone might actually want to pet him instead of giving his sister all the attention and staying the fk outta his path.

Anyhoo. No idea where I was going with this.



Maybe he really is a bot, and that's why he's offended that all the bots are locked out haha.

Just log in already Matt. Or, don't. Whatever.

[Jordan'sMatt]

Funny that you'd use the example of a dog to portray me. I'm not so sure that a dog is the animal that even your hedonistic "lone wolf" persona is doing justice to it's it's own emotional impulses that aim to cast me in a negative light without consideration to your positive dark.

Sometimes we have to review the basics don't we?

-"Some dogs are better than most people" -the general consensus of the average decent human being
-"Philosophy is to do with getting hold of a problem, and holding on to it relentlessly and doggedly, and this is the mark of a philosophical mind, this particular relentlessness. The fact that you stick to your problem" -Iris Murdoch
-https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pBG10XnxQaI&t=255s
-"I think it may be that philosophy also cheers us up"-Iris Murdoch
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pBG10XnxQaI&t=490s
- What was stated from the start of the following to 13:00 minutes in but specifically "you can read all the works of Kant with great care and interest and have no idea what Kant was like as a human being" - Brian Magee
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pBG10XnxQaI&t=705s
-"a great Artist has got a kind of tolerance because he can see an awful lot of what's there" "I think it's a kind of virtue of tolerance" -Iris Murdoch
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pBG10XnxQaI&t=2585s

And here you are, thinking that you must be quite a decent person for tolerating me right? But you assume that I'm just a baby tolerating nothing COMPARATIVELY right!!??? AHHHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The universe is pointing and laughing at you right now and you're not even aware of it!!! OMFG..... well, at least the intellectual community since they are well aware that the social majority "feelings" about what behaviors entail with leaders like you at the forefront are going to end up passing from this world in a direct disgrace to the very value of learning and education.

As much as I see myself as a story-teller aiming to ascend to a legitimate problem solver, I mean, we have to be honest with each other here... You are really the story-teller and I am merely a legitimate alternate divergence from the value of the simple and short road to the complex and long road where I've put in the work. But no one in their right mind works so hard without it being a matter of ego right? Wrong. I am possessed by my trauma. Possessed by who? The God of make me or break me and one thing is for sure. I've turned out to become some kind of successful survivor of my possession. Meanwhile, many people will destroy themselves entirely by desperately grasping on to surviving success.

Your absolute blind spot will always be your ignorance of what's possible for other people to be going through. Always. But this will be even more the case in your attempt to understand man. To be able to put yourself in man's shoes. Trust me, that's the last place in the universe that you want to be, which is why you'll never be able to make any kind of successful or legitimate judgement of one male over another. I'd love to not have to feel bad for you... but I have. NO. CHOICE.

One thing that the Iris Murdoc didn't mention anything about was Math, and that's a huge piece to the puzzle which they are entirely missing in that interview.

I welcome you to check out my blog, it's evolving in great leaps and bounds, where you might figure out that matter matters too.

You might also realize that the lone female wolf never rightly judges who the true alpha wolf is either...

www.gpomp.com

[3lev3n]

I'm not a decent person, Matt. I'm human too. And I don't tolerate you. I don't need your pity either.

I used the dog as an example because even though he takes over with his relentless barking and aggressiveness, I've learned to just drown it out and carry on. Mostly. Unlike the dog though, i don't lose any sleep for your sake. But yeah most dogs are better than people. And you could be really cool to communicate with, like the dog, if you could just cool your jets. Not likely though, unfortunately- in either case. You used to be cool to talk to. Way to get aggressive and defensive and completely exemplify my point, though.

[Jordan'sMatt]

I too, focus only on the things that you say which are important and concerning. Notice that your attempt to insult me, didn't just include "dog", it also included "baby", which takes your intention of insult to a whole knew level because you've immediately forgotten who you are talking to here. In my investigation of how Diablo 2 was one of the most addicting games of all time and designed as a psychological agenda for the sake of, at minimum, the progressive erasure of feminism... It is, at this point, obvious and evidence ample that Blizzard cornered and stole the identity of the moderate imaginative child with the archetypal figures of the Necromancer: Cannibal and Druid: impulsive radical animal. And I say, wow! what an indirect yet strategic manner of disturbing the overall peace!! And I say, why would they nail such a sophisticated aim if it wasn't significantly effective? And why is it effective? Maybe because children are actually vulnerable, body and mind.

Now should we take the attack on the critically missing half of that child's identity as the Sea Witch as any surprise? If you really are literally in alignment with the dependent role, in the tri-role family of soloist, support and dependent like I suspect, then it is YOU who is and has always been the target. Once again, I find myself in a situation where I HAVE to have sympathy for you because I. HAVE. NO. CHOICE. What I see with my own two eyes is a vulnerable child that was psychologically taken advantage of. Manipulated into becoming a cannibalizing wolf. And who am in the presence of this mutant child lone wolf? A dog baby? Realize also that dependent has never really been the right word to describe the value of the child as well. The full identity of the moderate imaginative child must be an "individually limited cooperative generalizer". Don't assume that I'm trying to degrade you with the dependent label, but even an individually limited cooperative generalizer will turn into a dependent when they are cornered and will depend on what they are surrounded by when desperately grasping for an identity to grapple with.

Don't approach me and waste my time with your hippycritical nonsense. I'm not going to tolerate you, just as much as you're not going to tolerate me, despite the sympathy I must have. The possessive position that God has me in to fully right this wrong is one of potent potential emerging from trauma. We value the hierarchy and the results that it yields from it's aim which we've arranged it in have produced results that I do not trust at all. I'd be much more willing to trust and invest into a hierarchy of trauma. Or the kind of hierarchy which I've provided as a competing alternative to the hierarchy of reason where the child is developed through a compelling approach which starts by truly valuing the child first and then ends on a grown adult of faith.

Anyway, for the hell of it, I'll also share a statement that I just put on facebook a few minutes ago. Could be more food for thought.

"When your aim is both to avoid politics entirely and embrace simplicity and positivity exclusively, and then proceed to self validate your prideful comfort zone through the convenient nature of majority bias, then you have to be careful what you are standing for in terms of what's truly best for yourself and the public's health.

The worst part about politics is going back through the same old story without any growth. If there is hope in the reason for why a political divide is what makes this country so great, then that would dwell in the potential for new political senses. If it makes you feel any better, the word "political" isn't the word that has to be used, but you have to respect that some people might feel that legitimate positivity is achieved by turning the the bananas into bread.

There's no facebook standard or even recommendation for behavior that only serves one side of the picture. "One side of the picture" doesn't automatically mean this is a typical political situation. But if what "everyone wants" is all simple and all positive, then the responsible and pivotal minority automatically stands for pointing out the risk of fakeness and volatility.

Finally, if you're saying that you're against anything political on facebook, then why not include religion on there as well? Otherwise we'll assume that you might alternatively want to hear about other people's journey's of faith through darkness which have produced the fruit of additional interesting perspectives that serve and value God and the long road which are scarce yet entirely necessary for the complete picture. Hypocrisy is also a risk worth considering here."

Regardless, I still see you as an archetype that also hides behind what they made you out to be. Desperately trying to roll shit back downhill in that system and on to the person that's not going to tolerate it as he piles it back up at your feet.

Finally, why can't you see that we find ourselves in a planetary alignment of tragedy? Life, death, dying from the inside out, trapped from the outside in. I believe we have a real opportunity of choice here. Our situation could be translated into a supremely epic and useful story. A story cherished by children in the realm of the spirit for generations to come. But here you are, saying the same thing that you said 15 years ago. "you used to be cool to talk to". Oh yeah? Back when everything had to be on the verge of fake, over simplified and hypocritical? Your insistent safe zone of familiarity reveals something very key here that's entirely out of my favor. And that is, you weren't there to grow with me when it was critical and opportune to do so. And now that time has come and gone. Bye bye to the hope of relating to the hierarchical pinnacle. I can't afford to waste my time at all with any potential risk that even just seems to pull in a growth stunted direction, and I will not tolerate it.

[michael1111]

see Matt? you're still free to be you!

and if you want to take this into the main forum all you need to do is create an account.

[Jordan'sMatt]

Your missing out on truly legitimate consideration for a 10th missing color of the rainbow and how the set of 1 and 2(cyclically 12) can represent the balance of the masculine and the feminine new a new mathematical revelation.

Your loss squanderers.

[michael1111]

you are free to sign up or just post it here. you seek out conflict. you don't want anyone to agree with you.

how come?

[3lev3n]

Okay dude. I can't make sense of a lot of that. I wasn't trying to insult you. Trust that if I was trying, you'd know.

I'm a target of what now? Who made me out to be what archetype? I don't know why I even bother. Nothing you come back with will make any sense.

You were cool to talk to- back when you weren't full creepy psycho, and you still put words in some type of order that made sense, and didn't act like that fucking dog upstairs. Which was my original point. Yay circles.

Log in or quit yer bitchin, ain't no one got you locked out but you. Or.. don't...

[Jordan'sMatt]

I have to congratulate you guys. You've successfully kicked me out of the book of life and I have picture evidence to prove this. Well have I got news for you. I'm writing my own book. A book of death that I'm going to call "The Winning Loser".

It's going to be about a guy, chosen. Chosen by both God and the Devil. Yet... because he never gave up and is still alive, it must therefore be true that he ended up ultimately siding with God each time, yet despite the worst case of night terrors experienced more than anyone else that we've ever seen.

When God called him to be a leader, he fulfilled that calling, but was never provided a conceder. A guy, categorized as a loser by the world's standard, yet in the world we find necessary male hyenas at the bottom of the hierarchy doing their thing. In the real world it's possible that the male hyena could be the hero, but not in this world. A guy more traumatized than the average traumatized, pulling himself up by his boot straps as a successful survivor, knowing the impossibility for himself to compete as a survivor or success. The world credited him as a loser. And it was you losers that contributed in an entirely programmed way, just like bots.

I'm. never. coming. back.

But don't even act like the option to create an account is there.

Go fuck yourselves. I'm out for good.

[Jordan'sMatt]

I have no hope for you fools, which is why I'm going to have to turn it over to the old and wise Stewart Kauffman.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVL2Y5z2jLU&t=266s

"not only do we not know what will happen, we don't even know what can happen. And that means something huge for us as human beings. It means that reason is an insufficient guide for living your life."

Sure, it's reasonable that a penis and a vagina fit together like a glove on a hand. But it actually has nothing to do with sharing the living of life with someone. And that will always be an unconfessed skeleton lurking in your closet. A missing piece pulling you down for your whole lives and for the rest of your lives and you'll never make it into the positive.